My Test and assignments week

This following week i gonna have 4 tests and 2 assignments to handle. It's very tough to pass thru this week...
yesterday i study for my programming test, but seem the book is a lullaby for it. It make me fall asleep when reading it. How could i deal with it?? Dai dai lou said just deal one by one... for me, say easy but it's really difficult to do so...
This week will be my sleepless and fatigue week. I hope that i can cope with it and really understand what i study for my test. I want study it instead of read through it...

如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?

如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?

是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?

是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

Assignments Week

These consecutive week will be my busiest week. Assignments and tests make me cannot take a deep breath. especially for my test, I did badly in my previous test so it make me feel stress to sit for the test even exam...I so scared that I can't do well in my exam. I scared I cant memorize all the theory that I need for my exam, I scared that I cant think of my program spontaneously in tests... what i scared now doesn't push me to study... I lack of determination in my study. I need someone to motivate and teach me in my study. However, I try my very BEST to revise as many as I could. Besides that there is no point continue dreaming and enjoying in my Uni life.
haiz again i need to burn midnight oil for these few daY.